Hello, 2024!
It hasnโt been a month yet and my world since January 1 has been a roller coaster ride. I came back to the log cabin and all I did was clean, clean, and clean. Thatโs like my life now.I need to get rid...
View ArticleDefeaning silence
Dependable. Thatโs exactly how they describe me when they need something from me. Reliable. Thatโs how they praise me when they ask me to accomplish something they canโt do. But when itโs my turn to...
View ArticleBetrayal
I donโt know what is more painful. Being lied to over and over again. Or me believing the lies over and over again. Where do you draw the line between self-stupidity and compassion for another?
View ArticleUse Today Well
You donโt take today for granted. Why? Because the past is already gone and the future has not yet arrived. You only have the present in your hands. What is the secret of changing your past? Itโs...
View ArticleRight or Left Decision?
What happens when you need to make NOT a right or wrong decision, but a RIGHT or LEFT decision? What happens when you want to move but thereโs no โwordโ from God as to where? Are you held responsible...
View ArticleNever Intended
In her desire to do the right thing, or to avoid conflict, she ends up taking on problems that God never intended her to take onโฆ โ Boundaries Note to self: Just because it seems like the right thing...
View ArticleFinally, never again.
Finally, I have no one to worry about except my own take-offs. Finally, I donโt have to run around taking videos of everybodyโs landings. Finally, I donโt have to worry about what to feed you all,...
View ArticleTHE CLOSE DOWN
No, the closure was not a whimsical decision. For the past 6 years, what people saw was the progression from nothing to something exceptional. But behind the colorful display was daily tormenting...
View ArticleVindication
Psalm 43 1ย Vindicate me, my God,ย ย ย ย and plead my causeย ย ย ย against an unfaithful nation.Rescue meย from those who areย ย ย ย deceitful and wicked.2ย You are God my stronghold.ย ย ย ย Why have you rejectedย me?Why...
View ArticleBurning Bridges
When I was younger, I kept crossing bridges, some I liked, some I hated, and some I wished I never crossed. As I grow older, I have burned more bridges now than ever before. I find it liberating. Why?...
View ArticleSilent but not Absent
Just because God is silent doesnโt mean He is absent. The revelation awaits its appointed time. If it seems slow, do not despair. At the appointed time he will deliver. At the appointed time he will...
View ArticleWalking by Faith (with one leg)
From the bottom of her hospital bed, I sat and stared at my mom. She was heavily sedated, sleeping under her blanket. Itโs been a day after her amputation, and I still did not have the guts to look at...
View ArticleHope in the Dark 1: Is God good when life is not?
H๐จw l๐จn๐ , L๐จr๐, m๐ฎs๐ญ ๐ ๐a๐ฅl f๐จr h๐l๐ฉ, b๐ฎt y๐จu d๐จ ๐งo๐ญ ๐ฅi๐ฌt๐n? ๐r c๐ซy o๐ฎt t๐จ ๐ฒo๐ฎ, โ๐i๐จl๐n๐e!โ b๐ฎt y๐จu d๐จ ๐งo๐ญ ๐ฌa๐ฏe? ๐h๐ฒ ๐o y๐จu m๐k๐ ๐ฆe l๐จo๐ค ๐t i๐งj๐ฎs๐ญi๐e? ๐h๐ฒ ๐o y๐จu t๐จl๐r๐t๐ ๐ฐr๐จn๐ d๐จi๐งg? ๐e๐ฌt๐ซu๐t๐ขo๐ง ๐n๐...
View ArticleHope In The Dark 3: What do I do when in the valley of uncertainties?
I h๐a๐ซd a๐งd m๐ฒ ๐กe๐r๐ญ ๐ฉo๐ฎn๐e๐, m๐ฒ ๐ฅi๐ฉs q๐ฎi๐ฏe๐ซe๐ ๐t t๐กe s๐จu๐งd; ๐e๐a๐ฒ ๐r๐p๐ญ ๐ขn๐ญo m๐ฒ ๐o๐งe๐ฌ, a๐งd m๐ฒ ๐ฅe๐ s t๐ซe๐ฆb๐ฅe๐. Y๐t I w๐ขl๐ฅ ๐ฐa๐ขt p๐t๐ขe๐งt๐ฅy f๐จr t๐กe d๐y o๐ ๐a๐ฅa๐ฆi๐ญy t๐จ ๐o๐ฆe o๐ง ๐ญh๐ ๐งa๐ญi๐จn i๐งv๐d๐ขn๐ ๐ฎs....
View ArticleTo fly or not to fly
Today is the first flyable day since my return to the Philippines. The fly site is finally open. I did psych myself up the night before. But then I had a rough night and woke up feeling tired. I...
View ArticleWalking into or away from a battle?
โ๐๐ฉ๐ฐ ๐ช๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ณ๐ค๐ถ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ง๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ?โ Sometimes, the easiest and most selfish way to a so-so life is to turn your back and walk away from a looming...
View ArticleHello, 2025!
2024 has been a year of revelations. It was a long painful, yet fruitful, year of discovery of truths & lies, of character & crookedness, and of friends & foes. 3 things I learned: 3 things...
View ArticleDeleting Toxicity From My Life
๐๐๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ: Deleted 7 terabytes of memories I created with people who no longer belong in my circle of peace. I could not imagine that hitting the โdeleteโ button could be this...
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